Well, I just realized that it's been just over four months since the last time I gave into the temptations the eating disorder. Four months. At one point, I didn't think I could make it a day. Thank you, God, for giving me Samantha to teach and help me. What an incredible blessing her life was to us for the short time she was here. My biggest fear though is that I hurt her because my body was in bad shape from the eating disorder. I hope and pray that my choices were not the cause of her death. That's something that I still have in the back of my mind. But I leave it in God's hands.
~Shannon
