Fly by Celine Dion

Fly by Celine Dion

Fly, fly little wing
Fly beyond imagining
The softest cloud, the whitest dove
Upon the wind of heaven's love
Past the planets and the stars
Leave this lonely world of ours
Escape the sorrow and the pain
And fly again

Fly, fly precious one
Your endless journey has begun
Take your gentle happiness
Far too beautiful for this
Cross over to the other shore
There is peace forevermore
But hold this mem'ry bittersweet
Until we meet

Fly, fly do not fear
Don't waste a breath, don't shed a tear
Your heart is pure, your soul is free
Be on your way, don't wait for me
Above the universe you'll climb
On beyond the hands of time
The moon will rise, the sun will set
But I won't forget

Fly, fly little wing
Fly where only angels sing
Fly away, the time is right
Go now, find the light

How Will I Feel?

How will I feel when/if I get pregnant again? For now, it's pure speculation. However, I think that I may feel sad. I know that's crazy but...I think I'll have anxiety and sadness along with joy. I sense that I will try to limit my excitement. Which makes me sad. Because I ended up experiencing pure joy (once I got past the fear) with Samantha only to lose her. But....I do sometimes wonder how I'll feel and if/when that little positive line shows up....what will cross my mind?

Shannon

Last Night

Last night I had an appointment with my therapist J. Things went well. She said that I am starting to be more "me" again which is good, I suppose. I have to try not to feel guilty when I am feeling better....it's not a bad thing! I don't have to dwell on Samantha. She's in God's hands.

I also took my sleeping med at 7 PM. That was fantastic. That way it wore off by 7 AM. It seems to have a 12 hour turnaround for me. I am so glad that worked and I got a great night of sleep.

Chris sent me a sweet text today that made my day. I love him so much.

Life's okay today.

But I still miss you, Samantha. I always will. But someday will come.

Shannon