Ever since the miscarriage, I've felt like a flop. I'm trying so hard to keep it all straight and together and I just can't focus. I'm so frustrated with myself. This job has gone super well for me in the past year and a half. My boss thinks I've done a fantastic job so far and he's given the best evaluations possible. I feel like I've done decently. But in this last month, I don't know...I just feel so disconnected. And now I forgot to email something off that HAD to be in by Friday at 5 PM. I'm so irritated with myself. I wish I could die but I know that is not an option. Just frustrated. I am functioning better and better but still not back to normal. I always have to remind myself that the worst thing that could happen is I could get fired (which is highly unlikely over this one mistake) but no one and nothing can take me away from Jesus.
I just.....grr........
Shannon
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