What's this about?

I am Shannon and my husband is Chris. This is a place to share and process struggles related to miscarriages, eating disorders, and Shannon's struggle with sexual abuse. We have found that joy, exempt of Christ, is often bittersweet in this life. We look forward to heaven where sweetness will abound and bitterness will be gone.







Tuesday, October 26, 2010

How Will I Feel?

How will I feel when/if I get pregnant again? For now, it's pure speculation. However, I think that I may feel sad. I know that's crazy but...I think I'll have anxiety and sadness along with joy. I sense that I will try to limit my excitement. Which makes me sad. Because I ended up experiencing pure joy (once I got past the fear) with Samantha only to lose her. But....I do sometimes wonder how I'll feel and if/when that little positive line shows up....what will cross my mind?

Shannon

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