What's this about?

I am Shannon and my husband is Chris. This is a place to share and process struggles related to miscarriages, eating disorders, and Shannon's struggle with sexual abuse. We have found that joy, exempt of Christ, is often bittersweet in this life. We look forward to heaven where sweetness will abound and bitterness will be gone.







Tuesday, December 7, 2010

When a baby cries

When a baby cries....my heart stops. And I'm wishing it were mine. My Samantha. But she's in the arms of Jesus and not still inside of me. And I still feel cheated, wishing with all my heart that I could have the blessing of joyful ultrasounds and her tender kicks and being able to sing to her. It's really a struggle. I am trying so hard...........

My therapist J says that the baby crying aggravating me is normal...but it's still hard.

Today I feel like I am sliding back into the dark But I don't feel so dismal as I did at one point in time. At least this time, I believe and know that there is light on the other side of this dark tunnel.....

~Shannon
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