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I am Shannon and my husband is Chris. This is a place to share and process struggles related to miscarriages, eating disorders, and Shannon's struggle with sexual abuse. We have found that joy, exempt of Christ, is often bittersweet in this life. We look forward to heaven where sweetness will abound and bitterness will be gone.







Monday, January 10, 2011

Baby Bug

Well, here's good news...and maybe bad...all in one post.

I am pregnant.

That's the good news.

And I am bleeding.

That's the bad news.

What started as spotting has now become heavier cramping and more bleeding overnight.

I am scared. I just keep envisioning God holding me while I am holding baby Bug in my womb.

This little lovebug is supposed to be our rainbow baby.

I am going to the hospital to get my blood drawn. If my levels are high, we'll get an ultrasound...if my levels are low, we'll retest Wednesday and see if they double like they are supposed to. From those tests, they'll determine what's going on.

Please keep us in your prayers. We feel so helpless.

All we can do now is love this baby. We have prayed for this baby and I have spent a lot of time telling this baby about Jesus and listening to worship music and just loving this baby the best I can.

~Shannon
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