What's this about?

I am Shannon and my husband is Chris. This is a place to share and process struggles related to miscarriages, eating disorders, and Shannon's struggle with sexual abuse. We have found that joy, exempt of Christ, is often bittersweet in this life. We look forward to heaven where sweetness will abound and bitterness will be gone.







Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Can't handle life

I feel like I can't handle life right now. I was really looking forward to wedding dress shopping with H but the bridal shop we were going to rescheduled. Now, this is no one's fault...but I am still extremely frustrated. That makes me frustrated with myself!!!!! Do you know what it is like to be frustrated with yourself and be stuck inside of your own skin? It is horrible....

I feel so rigid suddenly...and so fragile. Like anything might set me off...and I am irritated with myself for feeling this way. I just was like ready to face the day....I had a plan and I was going to be distracted but....now I have no plan...

I feel like I'm fourteen again....so emotionally unstable and confused about the unpredictable world I am living in.

Feelings are just feelings, Shannon. That's what my head says...but MY HEART IS SCREAMING TOTALLY DIFFERENT THINGS.

That's about it.
~Shannon
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