What's this about?

I am Shannon and my husband is Chris. This is a place to share and process struggles related to miscarriages, eating disorders, and Shannon's struggle with sexual abuse. We have found that joy, exempt of Christ, is often bittersweet in this life. We look forward to heaven where sweetness will abound and bitterness will be gone.







Monday, January 17, 2011

To the minute

To the minute, it's been 72 hours since I have thrown up.

Please don't respond to this post to congratulate me. All that does is makes me feel more loved for being 'good' and 'bad' for throwing up which is not constructive to me. I desired to be loved unconditionally.

I've had a lot of caring and support these past 72 hours and I think that maybe we can get through this patch.

~Shannon

2 comments:

  1. Shanny, I just want you to know that I love you just as much when you throw up as I do when you don't throw up. Whether you are "good" or "bad" I will love you just the same. : )

    ~Erin

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  2. Erin,
    Thank you for those words. I love you so much!!
    S

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