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I am Shannon and my husband is Chris. This is a place to share and process struggles related to miscarriages, eating disorders, and Shannon's struggle with sexual abuse. We have found that joy, exempt of Christ, is often bittersweet in this life. We look forward to heaven where sweetness will abound and bitterness will be gone.







Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Anxiety

I am feeling a lot of anxiety. No issues with baby or anything but I feel that it is just a matter of time until I miscarry. Logically, I know that I could go on to have a healthy baby but I can't completely grasp that. I am too afraid to hope. I am scared of the unknown. I don't want to miscarry but if I am going to lose this little one, I want to get it over with. Then I feel guilty for thinking that way because I am also grateful for every moment that the little life inside of me is present here on earth. I pray for baby Sprout and I love this child so much too.

Such mixed feelings.

Shannon
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