What's this about?

I am Shannon and my husband is Chris. This is a place to share and process struggles related to miscarriages, eating disorders, and Shannon's struggle with sexual abuse. We have found that joy, exempt of Christ, is often bittersweet in this life. We look forward to heaven where sweetness will abound and bitterness will be gone.







Monday, May 16, 2011

Every milestone

I just have to say...

Because this is my place to share things...

Every milestone with this baby makes me miss Samantha, Dominic, and Noah a whole lot.

A whole lot.

Because I missed out on all of theirs.

And no, it doesn't make me feel better that I wouldn't have Sprout if it wasn't for their losses. I could never choose between two of my children and putting them in the fate of time box doesn't make me feel better. My heart, regardless of reality, wants all four of our children in our home now...but that's not how life is.

Anyhow, I feel a little better now that I shared this. It's good to be real here.

~Shannon

~Shannon

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