What's this about?

I am Shannon and my husband is Chris. This is a place to share and process struggles related to miscarriages, eating disorders, and Shannon's struggle with sexual abuse. We have found that joy, exempt of Christ, is often bittersweet in this life. We look forward to heaven where sweetness will abound and bitterness will be gone.







Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Samantha's Story

Samantha's Story
By Shannon Schroeder

It was a warm summer Saturday
When I took the test
After two minutes passed
It was not what I'd expect

There were two lines showing
Indicating I was with child
My mind turned to panic
And my emotions went wild

I couldn't wait to tell Daddy
So I called and told him the news
He was ecstatic about the pregnancy
Delighted about you

While I was filled with fear
He promised God would provide
So I tried to be tough and brave
And prayed to our Heavenly guide

After a few ups and downs
And a few twists and turns
I was excited to have you
Despite my nausea and heartburn

But then something went wrong
And we found out you were gone
That now you live with Jesus
It left me feeling withdrawn

First my heart broken in two
Then it broke again and again
I thought I'd never feel better
But finally then

God started to heal us and
He granted us some peace
He has given us true comfort
And from our pain we are released

Now all we can do is look ahead
And until then we pray
When Mommy and Daddy, Samantha and Jesus
Will all be together that day

1 comment:

  1. I'm so glad you are starting to feel better. I love you so much, and it's so wonderful when we finally feel the comfort that comes from God - perhaps moreso after we've had a longer time of fog & darkness.
    p.s. call me sometime!

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