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I am Shannon and my husband is Chris. This is a place to share and process struggles related to miscarriages, eating disorders, and Shannon's struggle with sexual abuse. We have found that joy, exempt of Christ, is often bittersweet in this life. We look forward to heaven where sweetness will abound and bitterness will be gone.







Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Bleeding and feeling crappy

So I am still bleeding.Quite heavily. I have never bled like this before. I feel pretty lousy too. I am attesting my dizziness and paleness to having to change my pad every hour and a half. I believe in Human Sexuality in college I learned that you should go in if your bleeding ends up needing a pad or tampon change every hour or less. I'm praying this doesn't get that bad. It's a terribly out of control feeling. Chris told me last night if it got much worse, I have to go in. My abdomen is now spasming ish.....I don't know how to explain it. I keep drinking glasses of water because I know when it looks like you are losing blood that you are also losing fluids so I am at least trying to control what I can. I hate doctors so I REALLY don't want to go in.

The only good thing about feeling lousy is that I don't have the energy to be emotionally wracked which is good. I am just really stressed and exhausted........

Shannon

2 comments:

  1. I'm proud of you for thinking ahead that the dr. might be necessary though...I hate going to the dr too! so I kinda know what that's like, and yeah. thanks for being brave!

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