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I am Shannon and my husband is Chris. This is a place to share and process struggles related to miscarriages, eating disorders, and Shannon's struggle with sexual abuse. We have found that joy, exempt of Christ, is often bittersweet in this life. We look forward to heaven where sweetness will abound and bitterness will be gone.







Friday, April 1, 2011

April 3rd....babies....missing you

April 3rd is just around the bend.

I wish I could sleep through the next two days.....

I miss Samantha...........................................

I want my baby. NOW.

I want Sprout too....In October.

I want Dominic and Noah.

I know realistically that isn't possible....

but reality has never..............

I feel like I'm sliding back into that darkness that I haven't felt since right after losing Samantha and the D&C and all that................

I hate this....

I HATE IT...I want to scream and cry...

it's not fair.
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2 comments:

  1. Jenn @Treasuring Lifes BlessingsApril 3, 2011 at 2:22 PM

    (((hugs))) praying for you today, for peace & comfort. And you are right, it is NOT fair & it's ok to say that. One day at a time....

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  2. UsApril 5, 2011 at 12:46 PM

    Thanks Jenn...your validation is powerful and means a lot to me....We made it through...tears and all. But we made it.....

    blessings and peace,
    s

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