What's this about?

I am Shannon and my husband is Chris. This is a place to share and process struggles related to miscarriages, eating disorders, and Shannon's struggle with sexual abuse. We have found that joy, exempt of Christ, is often bittersweet in this life. We look forward to heaven where sweetness will abound and bitterness will be gone.







Wednesday, April 13, 2011

13 weeks, 1 day

13 weeks, 1 day

Yesterday, I was bleeding

I thought I had lost Sprout

I was terrified

But they found a heartbeat and the bleeding stopped

I was so relieved

But now I am worried that I am going to miscarry

And that it's only a matter of time

Maybe that's not rational

But it's how I FEEL

~Shannon

1 comment:

  1. After all you've been through, that IS a rational thought. Don't knock yourself for it. A pregnancy after loss is a tough thing & we think of things that people who haven't walked this road don't think of. (((hugs))) 1 day at a time! ♥

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